Offering..

I ponder...
Yet I wonder!!
Was it beautiful,
When younger?

People falter
At life's alter.
Become stronger,

Yet find no answer.

Get older
More wiser....
Become adviser..
Still find no answer.

 I ponder..              
Yet I wonder!!
Was it beautiful,
When younger?

I reach further..
Become quieter.
More of a listener
Than adviser.                                                                                                                                            

And now...
I am not older
I am not stronger
I am not an adviser
Not even wiser..

I offer all these,
As a prayer
At your alter.
Come within me..
Enlighten me..
Solve all that
Unsolved within me.

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emotions strong...

Why I cry? Why my tears roll down my cheeks so often for a daughter or a son. A son whose mother I have never met, who has lost his father a few months back..& now leaving her mother behind with sweet memories he had shared once with her & his father. He is going overseas. But why I cry aloud & want to say, "Don't leave your mother behind, life is too short". Was it me crying for My son? A mother who is really missing her only son., who is also far from her.But my son is coming home soon, then why I cry?
Why I cry for a daughter who is going through a whirlpool of emotions due to her disturbances in her own life...fighting for existence in everyday life...unsettled.Why my tears roll down my cheeks unknowingly when I hug her tight & tell her "Be strong , you are a strong child". Was it me telling myself to be strong? To be strong enough to fight this life?
So why I cry? Some Doctor or a Psychiatrist or a Teacher might find out some known reasons for this outcome. But oh Life!! Do we have any answers for all our questions??
We all are in a cycle of life....going through whirlpools of emotions. I am just a mere human being trying to understand the unknown
Some days are happy and some are just mixed. But its true...if you don't go through sorrow & suffering, you won't really enjoy when happiness comes to you. Because if you get everything in life what you want then you will loose the meaning of happiness. And you just don't understand what happiness is, you are disillusioned. And vice versa if you don't understand what sorrow is  ..then life becomes like a blank paper..without anything...no colors.....

Have a Good Day friends! Every emotion matters in your life, they make us what we are.